Two Poems.

These are two poems that I've written. Please Comment and give feedback. I crave it. Please.

Just For Her

Here she stands
The girl I look at from a distance
I wish I could tell her how I feel
How my world would be black without her
How my life would be a living hell without her.

There she goes
As I watch from behind my glass booth
I want her to be happy
Even if it means breaking my heart
To see her be with someone else.

Does she care
That with every move she makes
I find myself farther from her
And almost dying of my love
To be near her.

Well I don't care
If she doesn't know how my heart beats for her.
I don't care
If she doesn't see me in front of that glass.
I don't care
If she doesn't see that I'm dying without her.

Because to live in a world where she's just there,
Is enough to keep me living on another day.
To see her smile and her face
I can bear the pain.

I love her.
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A Big Disappointment

Is it worth the struggle,
To do something and see no fruition?
Is the trial worth the tribulation,
When there is only disappointment at the end?

I search with my soul,
The answer to this question.
There is no good, there is no bad
Only the fire of a forked tongue,
In my pathway pelting me with
Stones on the way down.

Is life worth the disappointment
When you look and see that the road
Has no panoramic view?
When there is fire and brimstone
Lining my path and redemption seems
Like a dream.

Is life worth living,
If I feel like a big disappointment
To everyone on the way?
The answer is so close,
Yet not quite there.
But when the fire and brimstone path ends
I'll be waiting for the answer.